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[24 Mar 2005|07:09pm] |
So, i figured i'd update my life for everyone.
i'm here at university of new haven. it's alright, i'm tranferring in the fall because my major is dying out and i want to go to a school with a better program.
i'm back in a sling. it's actually in horrible shape, too serious and personal to post up here. if you care inquire within. Life using one arm isn't too bad, i can still smoke a bowl and roll joints and i haven't tried rolling a blunt. Easter is this weekend and i'm excited to see everyone.
i'm going to update soon with pictures. i can't right now cause i'm in calc2. i would be doing work but i can't write...this really is high school all over again.
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[22 Jun 2004|02:44pm] |
Yeah for not updating ever.
My computer had some seizures and died.
I will not be online for a long time. maybe occasionally, maybe an update here and there.
Summer is fun so far. Lots of pool, skating, beach, and chilling.
Prom thursday, should be fun. I'm going with Koran. Those of you who know him, know he's hilarious. So prom should be fun with him. some of the people in the limo are cool too. some suck, but i just wont really assosiate with them. I wanted to go with john but he couldn't get off work. we were both dissapointed.
Graduation saturday. it's supposed to rain. oh well.
i have a kick ass job for the summer. some awesome friends to hangout with.
the summer just started and i'm already glad that i never have to see/talk to lots of people ever again. i've also stopped talking to some friends that said we wouldn't stop talking. oh well, no big loss.
a big FUCK YOU out to those of you who deserve it.
Call to hangout this summer. we'll be in for some good times.
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[01 Jun 2004|04:36pm] |
i got surgery today.
at least they didn't amputate.
visit me or call or something.
you'll make me feel better.
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[15 Mar 2004|07:14pm] |
suck my big black dick assistant principal
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[18 Feb 2004|12:22am] |
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you'll be sorry when i'm gone.
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| stolen from soller <3 |
[08 Feb 2004|10:40pm] |
Sleep with or without clothes on? with
Prefer black or blue pens? black, fine
Dress up on Halloween? yes
Like to travel? as long as it's not by plane
Like someone? sure
Sleep on your side? sometimes
Want to marry? maybe
Who? no idea
Alaska or Hawaii?: Hawaii
Are you a good student?: i don't do work, but get good grades
Are you currently in a relationship? no
Are you involved in sports: sure
Birthplace? some hospital in new york
Christmas or Halloween? christmas
Color or black-and-white photo? black & white
Do long distance relationships work? no way
Do you believe in astrology?: kinda
Do you believe in God? i killed god
Do you believe in love at first sight?: eh, sorta
Do you consider yourself the life of the party? no, but i'm usually at most parties
Do you make fun of people? sure, everyone does.
Do you think dreams eventually come true? if you make them
Fave thing to do? sleep
Fave. breakfast food? pancakes
Fave. Candy? starburst lollipops
Fave. Vacation spot? anywhere but here
Favorite body parts of the opposite sex: eyes and legs
Favorite cartoon? daria
Go to the movies or rent? iO on demand
Have you ever moved? yes
How's the weather right now? freezing?
Hug or kiss? hug
Last person you talked to on the phone? <choi3
Loud or soft music?: loud
McDonalds or Burger King? mcdonalds
Night or day? night
Number of Pillows? one
Single or taken? dont know
Snow or water? water
What clothes are you wearing? pj pants and billabong sweatshirt
What's on your computer screen? black and white photo from media last year
What's right next to you? my dog
What's your name backwards? niltiak yllaennek
When do you get up in the morning? weekdays, about 7.30. weekends, never.
Who do you talk to the most online? myself. or smarterchild
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[20 Jan 2004|10:21pm] |
could you fix a porcelain heart
and heal a broken soul?
could you mend a thousand scars
make this life seem a little less old?
wounds will heal
and scars will fade
but i still feel them
and they don't go away
bruises are hidden
and mirrors can lie
plastic image
all fake in my eyes
could you take a shattered life
and make it something new?
could you take a dying heart
and hold it close to you?
could you feel this perfect anger
and be there when i cry?
could you take me by the hand
and bring me back to life?
i only ask
because i'm afraid
and there's nothing there
to get me through today
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[19 Jan 2004|11:13pm] |
Her exterior is ordinary
Inside she weeps
Inside she rots
The stagnant air she breathes
Repulses her
Beside herself
No one knows
Everything she was
Stolen
There's just nothing left but words
meaningless to them
Life support
Itching to be let out
These thoughts consume
And burn her to ashes
But she still has her pen
Let the dogs in
The death of a poet
A tragic lonely tale
Unacquainted with the world
Beside herself
Rotting inside out
Such a tragic lonely tale.
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| Dear Santa, |
[01 Dec 2003|09:26pm] |
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The only thing I want for Christmas is cancer.
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[29 Nov 2003|12:59pm] |
post anything that you want here anonymously. anything. post a story, a secret, a confession, a picture, a hate, a fear, a love - anything.
be sure to post anonymously and honestly. post twice, or even three times if you'd like, and then put this in your lj to see what your friends have to say.
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| meninwhat? |
[20 Oct 2003|09:31pm] |
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Dashboard Confessional - Screaming Infidelities |
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meningitis is cool.
i went to school today for the first time in a while. everyone thought i died. i lasted 2 periods before they kicked me out saying i need a note to be allowed to go to school. oh well.
and apparently the whole school is talking about me and my meningitis and the community is calling the nurse. i'm popular.
this weekend was fun. i was sober shitfaced everynight. pictures from saturday :
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[17 Oct 2003|10:02am] |
I HAVE MENINGITIS.
it's always good when the doctor says you don't have it. then calls back a week later you say you have it.
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[05 Oct 2003|05:24pm] |
when it's time to party, we will party hard.
if anyone has pictures from party at my house, i would love to see them.
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| Fuck |
[08 Sep 2003|10:22pm] |
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cold.bleed |
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Fuck family. Fuck this house. Fuck the cool kids. Fuck rich assholes. Fuck famous people. Fuck commercials. Fuck whiners. Fuck everyone who's in a fucking band. Fuck scenesters. Fuck pretty. Fuck rolling with the fucking punches. Fuck models. Fuck idiots. Fuck school. Fuck perfume. Fuck lipstick. Fuck on time. Fuck hip alternative soundtracks. Fuck bi-fucking-polar. Fuck everone who's full of shit. Fuck spending hours contructively. Fuck married people and fuck in love people and fuck dating people. And fuck people who whine about no onew anting to date them. Fuck heat. Fuck sweat. Fuck every fucking owner of every store who looks at kids like they're stealing all the time. Fuck MfuckingTV. Fuck easy listening. Fuck club kids and fuck ravers and skaters and hippies. Fuck all the people who just get stuff, who always have and always will. Fuck depression. Fuck every fucking psychiatrist and psychologist who think they can help. Fuck liars and fuck people who pretend they never lie. Fuck people who leave. Fuck board games. Fuck boredom. Fuck happy people. Fuck boys who shit on girls and fuck girls who love it. Fuck calculus. Fuck college applications. Fuck the SAfuckingTs. Fuck homework. Fuck lunch passes. Fuck people who think weed is bad. Fuck people who think dinking is going to kill you. Fuck people who think porn is gross. Fuck people who like to date people they shouldn't then fuck them up. Fuck kids that think they're 'oh so emo'. Fuck everyone who thinks they're cool because they play guitar. Fuck people who get too cool to talk to they're friends. Fuck overachievers. Fuck ghetto-fabulous people. Fuck pussy no balls chicken shit. Fuck this fucking city and this fucking block and fuck this fucking world and fuck all its eveything.
And fuck you too.
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